In ‘To See If I’m Smiling,’ six Israeli women bravely recount their time spent in the Israeli military. This groundbreaking documentary takes us through their personal journeys, delving deep into their innermost thoughts, emotions, and fears. It confronts the often glossed-over complexities of serving in an army embroiled in ceaseless conflict. This isn’t just a story about war, but also about the human spirit, resilience, and moral struggles.
Director and producer Tamar Yarom carefully navigates through the multifaceted narrative, presenting an uncompromising female viewpoint on a subject predominantly dominated by male narratives. Each of these women comes to face the daunting reality of their actions and their effects on the Palestinian population.
The film serves as a mirror for its participants, reflecting the harsh and sobering truth about their experiences. The women come from various backgrounds, their stories distinct, yet unified by the shared weight of their experiences.
Delivered in Hebrew with English subtitles, the film highlights their first-hand accounts filled with candor and vulnerability. Each tale is a testament to the strength of these women and the undeniable toll the war has taken. Viewer discretion is advised due to the film’s strong language, nudity, and/or violence.
